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wooo, just saw my cbox. Yes, a lot of blogwalkers, but few of them are from a real blogger. kinda shocked.

h o l i d a y s

Yay finally free from killing exams, phew. We're having holidays. Well, not literally cause tuitions still go on, but at least, F R E E E E. Though assignments are still a lot, holidays are to be enjoyed. ☺

I've finished two abundant homework and I think it's 4 left? Will finish it asap and be free from assignment's torment!

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Challenge in life(again)

These days have been so bad. Literally, so bad.

One is a friend from playgroup. Another is a sharing friend. How should I say this, um frankly, I feel like they're avoiding me. Alright, maybe I was annoying sometimes, but it was because you annoyed me. I've tried soooo hard being nice to everyone, I really have. And I'm a lot nicer to the people I like, believe it or not. But, being treated the way they treated me, I got so pissed. I REALLY GOT SO PISSED. It's like I consider them as bestfriends but they don't.

I've been thinking, and these are all I realized

• I am emotional, I easily get angry.
• I am sensitive.
• I get used to thinking too much.
• When I am mad, I can never stop
• I keep quiet when I have no mood, I don't share

Now that I have realized, I get it, I will try hard to change. For now, I just wanna go on. If they really want this, I'll take that as a part of challenges in life. I wish they could understand how I feel and reckon about how they have done to me instead of putting all the blames on me.

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